I sit here silently listening to heart beats fade into the silence of the night
Thinking of what should have been and would never be
Knowing that life is like a flower on the wind,
Petals flying away with each gust
Seeing night turn into day and back again
Watching people speed around while I stand still
Worried that I will miss the most important thing
Happiness
Remember when you could just…
From Jock, to Nerd, to Ladies man all over the course of a few years.
It seems lately that I have been thinking about the past. It seems that we are truly defined by our past and what we choose to do about it. Myself more than others; because I cannot stop thinking about what I have done. Those things are leading me to where I need to be. It also makes me think about what I need to do to become the person that I truly need to be.
